"Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance."
Every Last One (Anna Quindlen)

Ich will weinen , schreien, weglaufen. Ich will nichtmehr, ich kann nichtmehr. Ich habe keine kraft. Und ich bin vollkommen allein.


And I’d bleed out helping that person too……. I wouldn’t stop helping someone just because something is happening to me…. I’d put anyone before myself, I don’t deserve the help but they do
"It would be a devastating thing to break someones heart so badly, that they would give up on love. It is a far greater thing to leave someone with the hope of love than with the loss of love. To leave them better than how you found them; is to love them better altogether."
Things that my Heart Whispers (T.B. LaBerge)